#Death

This Guy

Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that wi

I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type

The rich will survive, remember when we become dystopian which our Republican overlords are now working to ensure we can always sleep well a

I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate mysel

But these would be the types of things my mother would often hope to find as she searched for anything that would incriminate her child of a

I think I’m weird, I think I'm awful, I think I am undeserving, and then I assume that because I perceive myself as all these things I a

I’m getting tired of life in general. I mean the monotony and the senselessness of this whole existence.

“Who is going to take care of the dogs?” I remind myself that if anything happens to me my husband will receive all kinds of insurance money

I used to have anxiety attacks frequently during the 1980’s while I was in my 20’s all the way through my 30’s and they were so debilitating

My family which include my husband and my canine children, are adjusting to the loss of my eldest dog. Every so often my female sits before