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The Eve of my Prohibition

Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I'm having anxiety attacks again I'm just worried as hell. What if I ca

I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate mysel

I'm insecure about our funds and where we stand financially and don’t like that he’s handling the money because quite honestly I don’t t

He tells me we are financially okay but I know deep down inside that he has to be robbing Peter to pay Paul. Believe me he won’t let me see

My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over

But these would be the types of things my mother would often hope to find as she searched for anything that would incriminate her child of a

So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for att

I think I’m weird, I think I'm awful, I think I am undeserving, and then I assume that because I perceive myself as all these things I a

I'm dragging a little bit right now because I was up till 3:30 last night on second life I can't believe I spent that much time just

I know in the past when Christmas arrives previous renters have put their holiday ahead of their rent which usually puts us in a bind becaus