
This Guy
Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that wi


This is what a Panic Attack feels like...
I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one...this is a real ba


The Golden Rail of Diversity
I think it's a very clever quote “riding the Golden Rail of diversity” and I like it but to say that somebody has opportunities or advan


Good-Bye 2016!
I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with


The Eve of my Prohibition
Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I'm having anxiety attacks again I'm just worried as hell. What if I ca


Can you Hear me Now?
But these would be the types of things my mother would often hope to find as she searched for anything that would incriminate her child of a