
This Guy
Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that wi


Facebook Hypocrisy
It is so easy to be somewhat aggressive, or maybe I should say passively aggressive through the anonymity of Facebook. I'm sure there is


Good-Bye 2016!
I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with


The Eve of my Prohibition
Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I'm having anxiety attacks again I'm just worried as hell. What if I ca


How Can I go on?
I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate mysel


Am I a Drunk?
My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over


Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!
So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for att


Sometimes I am so Stupid
I really had planned to keep these postings anonymous so that I could speak freely and with one stupid move have kind ruined the whole purpo


I'm not a Drunk
By my late 40's it was harder and harder to drink the night away and still go to work so I started making the conscious decision to hold