

This is what a Panic Attack feels like...
I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one...this is a real ba


The Golden Rail of Diversity
I think it's a very clever quote “riding the Golden Rail of diversity” and I like it but to say that somebody has opportunities or advan


Facebook Hypocrisy
It is so easy to be somewhat aggressive, or maybe I should say passively aggressive through the anonymity of Facebook. I'm sure there is


How Can I go on?
I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate mysel


Am I a Drunk?
My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over


Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!
So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for att


Tired of Life in General
I’m getting tired of life in general. I mean the monotony and the senselessness of this whole existence.


I'm Not in the Mood for Her Tonight
I will tell you honestly over the years there have been many many many times I have not been in the mood for her and I'm sure there have


I'm not a Drunk
By my late 40's it was harder and harder to drink the night away and still go to work so I started making the conscious decision to hold