

This is what a Panic Attack feels like...
I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one...this is a real ba


The Golden Rail of Diversity
I think it's a very clever quote “riding the Golden Rail of diversity” and I like it but to say that somebody has opportunities or advan


The Eve of my Prohibition
Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I'm having anxiety attacks again I'm just worried as hell. What if I ca


How Can I go on?
I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate mysel


Am I a Drunk?
My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over


Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!
So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for att