
This Guy
Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that wi


The Eve of my Prohibition
Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I'm having anxiety attacks again I'm just worried as hell. What if I ca


Am I a Drunk?
My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over


My Double Life
I went to bed really late last night because I was chatting on Second Life. I had a good time, I really enjoy Second Life especially since I

I’m Lonely and Bored and I must be an Alcoholic
Right now I have “beer” on my mind. I’m thinking about hopping in the car going to the 7-11 and buying a 6-pack of Yuengling. I am really fi


I'm not a Drunk
By my late 40's it was harder and harder to drink the night away and still go to work so I started making the conscious decision to hold